Dear W, 

I want to forgive you. 

I forgive you for leading me down a road of messiness and selfishness. A road that continues to remind me that you only care about yourself. 

I forgive you because moving forward is my choice and I choose progression. 

I forgive you because life is too short to hold onto the past. I was counting and waiting for you to change and sacrificing myself. That is why I forgive myself. I forgive myself because I knew not to believe you. 

I forgive myself for my naïvety and for having hope. I forgive myself for being in and out of this relationship. I forgive myself for holding on the second, third and fourth time; when I should’ve let go the first. 

I want to forgive because I want my heart to filled with love and not hate.