Dear God,

I am tired. I’m trying to be positive about my love life but it seems like there is always something. I’m starting to question if I am meant to have a true love in this lifetime. I have given a lot in this department before, had it taken and I am not playing the victim but need to reserve my energy. I don’t want to be caught up in games and fantasies.

If there is a true love for me in this lifetime, please show me to him? I need something tangible and stable otherwise it is not worth my time. The foundation of the relationship that I want is based on respect, kindness and wanting to be in it. I am over games, emotional tactics, manipulation, exes, insincerity, sacrificing and being made to feel small.

If there is a partner for me in this lifetime who is ready for a pure and honest relationship then, show me to him, please? I promise to give a hundred as long as I receive a hundred. Otherwise, there is no point.

I’m over being seen as a possession and want to be respected as a human who has a say in the relationship that I am in. I know (now more than ever) that I am worthy of this kind of relationship so I will no longer settle for the sake of fearing getting older and being in a circumstance that depletes me; as oppose to restore me.

I trust you to guide me in the right direction. So, I surrender all my manifestations, crushes, hopes and wantings. And, I accept and love the life that I currently live. I am at peace and happy to be where I am so I will focus on that.

Thank you for the life that I have been given!