Dear God,

The day has come. A significant ex of mine has moved on and while I am happy for him, a part of me is angry at him.

I want to know why he didn’t fight for us when I wanted him to. I would have appreciated some kind of closure on his end. And, an explanation about some of his odd behavior.

I have come to accept that it will now come from you so, I am reaching out to you, God. I need you.

I feel so much juxtaposition about this and although I know it’s for the better and I have already moved on, my ‘thinking mind’ has questions to answers that I know that I will never receive and I am struggling with that.

So, God, I ask for peace as I move forward with my life. I ask for patience because I don’t want to see anytime with him wasted. Although I feel like I could’ve spent my time on better things than on someone who made no clear plans on our future, I know that I learned a lot from this situation.

While I am inclined to hate him, I don’t and I ask you for your Angel protection while I continue moving on to the next phase of my life.

I accept the past and I am grateful for it. I need you to help me stay positive about my future without the person that I saw it so clearly pictured out with.

I need to be more than okay. I want to thrive and I ask that you help me get there.

With deep gratitude,