Dear God, (trust and surrender)

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Dear God, 


I know in my heart that everything happens for a reason and I am grateful for everything that has led me to this point. 


Career-wise, I have been able to manifest, work hard and achieve what I want to. However, in relationships (particularly with partners), it hasn’t been as easy as achieving my work goals. 


God, please guide me in the direction of a partner who appreciates me, allows me to be myself but also leave room to grow- as I do the same for him. 


I am aware that I have previously been negative about men and I am sorry for my behaviour. I was convinced that an independent woman should have her guard up against men until they prove that they are worthy. 


I now know that I will give any man who is ambitious, respectful, kind, healthy, available, willing, open and fun a chance because I trust the big picture. I will use my past hurt as a way to grow; not cower down and give up. 


God, I believe (now) more than ever that my partner is alive. Please connect us when we are both ready. 


I trust you and I will keep letting my guard down because life I meant to be lived with an open heart and mind. 


Amen,