Why do I want to forgive him? November 2020

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Why do I want to forgive him? 

Because I can’t hold onto an idea of him. 


I forgive him because I would be lying if I said that he hasn’t disappointed me. 

I forgive him because I’ve given this and us all that I can. And, now it’s time to move on.

I forgive him because I know that he did his best and although I want to hate him to make this easier, he is still lovable. 

I forgive him because anger hasn’t ever served anyone in the process of growth and change. 

I forgive him because in all the time that I have known him, I do not regret anything. 

I forgive him because a part of me wants to go back to the past but there is nothing to go back to. 

I forgive him because I have my non-negotiables in life and it is not personal. 

I forgive him because I am and always will be grateful. He has served his purpose and if it doesn’t happen today, I will make peace with our separation in time. 

I forgive him because ultimately, everything is exactly how it’s supposed to be.