Dear God,

Ever since I was a kid, I have been on my mission to find my Soulmate. My search has led me (sometimes) into places of desperation and relationships that I should’ve left way before I did and some that I left too early.

I have always heard the phrase that I will know when I meet him that I am meant to be with him. And when I thought that I did, things went South.

Sometimes I wish I had a husband and a partner who is aligned with God and who is available to be with me. But, I am done thinking too much about it.

It is up to you, God! I am done over-calculating, waiting, sensing, manifesting, over-thinking and wishing. I surrender my hopes of a husband completely to you.

If I am meant to have one, that is up to you. You know what kind of man who is meant to be in my life and lead the family that I hope to deliver into this World.

I am letting go of any manifestations, hopes, wishes and forces of being with anyone. I trust that you know who I am meant to be with and with your blessing, we will be together forever.

Love,